[ Me ]
Nickname: Ursula
Birthday: 7th January 1985
Zodiac: Capricorn
Where From: Singapore
Laidback, sensitive, fickle, easily-tickled, fiercely loyal
Manga and anime lover, enthusist, collector and critic/ Coffee lover, addict and expert maker/ Aspiring future wife of famous culinary chef/ Aspiring future wife of a 1.8m tall hunk
My Friendster link:
http://www.friendster.com/vivis
[ Likes ]
Sleeping, dancing, books, manga, anime, chocolates, coffee, Jap food, Italian food, Ayumi Hamasaki, people, my sister
[ Fave Books ]
Harry Potter series, Artemis Fowl series, The Inheritence Trilogy series, The Da Vinci Code, Memoir of a Geisha, I Don't Know How She Does It... and all my comics n manga!!!
[ Currently Reading ]
Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell
by Susanna Clarke
Inkheart
by Cornelia Funke
The Well Of Loneliness
by Radclyffe Hall
Midnight's Children
by Salman Rushdie
Madame Sadayakko: The Geisha Who Seduced The West
by Lesley Downer
The Unbearable Lightness Of Being
by Milan Kundera
The Historian
by Elizabeth Kostova
[ The Wishlist ]
My Amazon.com Wishlist:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/ref=yourlists_pop_1/103-2401787-9502236
Phillips MC235 Thin Stereo Microsystem
Kathy Van Zeeland bag
(saw on amazon.com going for bout US$65... Why dun Singapore stock her goods??! >.< I wan it in Topaz colour~!!!)
The Lord of the Rings
by J.R.R. Tolkien
Inu-Yasha Theme Song Collection
12 Kingdoms/ Juuni Kokuki anime VCD sets
GUESS bag (darn, i dun have the $120 required to buy it now and i noe it'll be gone soon, Guess always changing their apparels every month or so u_u)
DKNY gold and crystal-studded watch (very ornamental, more a dress watch then an every-funtion watch. still, pretty~)
Mphosis pale gold SLIPPERS (i run through my shoes and slippers like they cost nth X/)
The BodyShop BLUSHER in Golden Pink
The BodyShop blusher BRUSH
Shiseido eyelash CURLER
Full-length wall MIRROR(s) for my room
A new big every-purpose BAG
Pretty SHOES
A Digital CAMERA
A bloody new PC or laptop with the speed of light and a gazillion GB of memory!! =[
The Sims 2 (PC game edition)
[ The Memories ]
Wednesday, July 30, 2003
An ah beng bf? Lolx...
How ironic it is that others think that ian and i are such close frens already when the two of us had barely jus gotten to BE frens.
dunno how we approached this topic actually...was chatting with layhoon, apple n xuan at jec jus now, n being the gers we are, we started gossiping of cos. we were imagining n describing how each of us think we others' future bfs wud look/ be like...(which is oso ironic seeing that there are 2 les amongst us...) should we have one in future.
haha, they actually said that mine wud be an ah beng...Lolx. hey, jus cos i look like a lian doesn't mean i like bengs ok??! then they went on to describe how they feel he wud look: pretty tall, quite well-built (good, nice to hug mah =p yummy bod!!), hair center-parting, and other comedic ah beng's descriptions...wah lao =p actually, a couple guys sprang to my mind when they were describing. one of them was David. but i dun feel attracted to him anymore n their this descriptions din exactly made my heart go pitty-patty pitty-patty either. Tho if i've to choose a bf, n if he really must be an ah beng, i'd like him to be like weilong lor. a reformed beng and a mature n sensitive guy. maybe cos bengs give pple a feeling that they know how to play n anjoy life more than ya average nerd. but the term "beng" is like so sec. sch term le and i really cant stand those act beng but not beng, act lian but not lian kinda pple. cannot make it ah, haha.
hmmm...
xuan told me later in all of seriousness, that she had a "feeling" i wud find a bf soon... huh??! thats my first reaction. y leh?? wat made her think that??
apparently, she sometimes have this "feeling" bout some of her frens, that they wud find a stead soon. and it has always come true. i'm like, really??!
she asked am i looking for a bf now?? (told her nope) and wud i wan to find a bf soon?? n i said not in these four months...yeah lor, dun wan to flunk my 'A' levels man...she felt so too. but then again, this matters of the heart cant really be controlled one...
hey! that reminds me...she asked me those qns while we were walking to the omnimax theatre, but she seemed to have mentioned it already when we were at jec...that she wans to or is going to intro me to her male frens in future. it came jus after we were discussing the bfs thingy so i tot she jus said it as an aftertot n din give it any tot. in fact, she'd actually asked me am i looking for a bf at that time already, but i din pay much attention then... looks like her this "feeling" wasn't actually on the spur of the moment while we're toking on the way to the omnimax. she even mentioned wanna intro a few times ah, but i brushed it off as nonsence. cos i dun see y she wud wan to do that for.
no wonder!! now remembered why they mentioned ian le!!
cos xuan asked this n mentioned that she wan to intro me to her male frens! diao...still can remember her expression lor...she was serious looking when she said that, not those laughingly joking stuff...but i tot she was jus bored, thats y made such a funny suggestion. haha, she even asked how i find Thye Heng ah (our same secondary sch schmate; din noe hime well in sch tho he's in basketball too)...totally not my type man, too short le (think he's not more than 165), tho he's a pretty nice guy, gentlemenly sort, with a quite well-built body with six-pack abs one, but he's really quite small size, not my type. heard that he jus broke up wif his gf from another jc quite some time ago le.
aiyoh...xuan tot she's match-making ar?? Lolx... =p
anyway, they were saying dunno wat then linked to ian...smth abt the bf thing...think i said i'm not looking for a bf now, no options now oso then they were saying scully its the pple i already know from around me then suddenly mention ian. so ridiculous, y has this led to him?? apple was saying we're such good frens, then xuan said scully we'll like each other. i was like, Huh??! pls lor...bu4 ke3 neng2 de4 (impossible)lor.
thats cos they dun know.
kept insisting that it wun happen between us one; we're jus frens man. but they were still continueing. i even looked to layhoon for some help and mutual understanding...cos we're the only 2 among them who know AND she's such gd frens wif ian too she wud know. but either she's acting blur or playing along with them, laughing away man. big help, si layhoon :[
i mean, wats wrong with a boy and a ger jus being frens??
esp since i know that bout ian tts y i felt so at ease with him...treat him like my jie3 mei4 mah =p haha.
actually, xuan should know one. she has Clive for her gd fren for God's sake.n its the same situation for ian n clive; she KNOWS nth will happen between she n clive oso, no matter how arh they are wif each other. same wif me and ian. cos i know that its not possible.
yeah..anyway, wierd. the pple ard us tot we were such good frens, but i wonder wat ian really thinks??
oh yeah btw, asked xuan how she "feels" my this bf i'm gonna "find" looks like, then she say beng beng one lor =/ i asked good beng or bad beng?? she said bad beng...i dun wan!! if really find a bad beng for me bf this yr my 'A's sure wan2 wan2 (finished) one!! wats gonna happen to me studies if i keep going out wif him n heck caring my studies?! n i'm alreadi slacking away like shit lor...no way lor. i wun be having a bf until end of 'A's at least, n even if i have, he cant be a bad beng =[ find one that wud encourage me to study n teach me along the way at least better rite?? haha...
tired...gonna slp soon, long day ahead.
let me make a wish: that ian, benny, my daidee society members (DDS--Layhoon, sherm they all =p ) wud be in sch tml. and sch tml wud be as interesting and fun-filled as this afternoon at least :)
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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really?? *wink wink* ;p
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