[ Me ]
Nickname: Ursula
Birthday: 7th January 1985
Zodiac: Capricorn
Where From: Singapore
Laidback, sensitive, fickle, easily-tickled, fiercely loyal
Manga and anime lover, enthusist, collector and critic/ Coffee lover, addict and expert maker/ Aspiring future wife of famous culinary chef/ Aspiring future wife of a 1.8m tall hunk
My Friendster link:
http://www.friendster.com/vivis
[ Likes ]
Sleeping, dancing, books, manga, anime, chocolates, coffee, Jap food, Italian food, Ayumi Hamasaki, people, my sister
[ Fave Books ]
Harry Potter series, Artemis Fowl series, The Inheritence Trilogy series, The Da Vinci Code, Memoir of a Geisha, I Don't Know How She Does It... and all my comics n manga!!!
[ Currently Reading ]
Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell
by Susanna Clarke
Inkheart
by Cornelia Funke
The Well Of Loneliness
by Radclyffe Hall
Midnight's Children
by Salman Rushdie
Madame Sadayakko: The Geisha Who Seduced The West
by Lesley Downer
The Unbearable Lightness Of Being
by Milan Kundera
The Historian
by Elizabeth Kostova
[ The Wishlist ]
My Amazon.com Wishlist:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/ref=yourlists_pop_1/103-2401787-9502236
Phillips MC235 Thin Stereo Microsystem
Kathy Van Zeeland bag
(saw on amazon.com going for bout US$65... Why dun Singapore stock her goods??! >.< I wan it in Topaz colour~!!!)
The Lord of the Rings
by J.R.R. Tolkien
Inu-Yasha Theme Song Collection
12 Kingdoms/ Juuni Kokuki anime VCD sets
GUESS bag (darn, i dun have the $120 required to buy it now and i noe it'll be gone soon, Guess always changing their apparels every month or so u_u)
DKNY gold and crystal-studded watch (very ornamental, more a dress watch then an every-funtion watch. still, pretty~)
Mphosis pale gold SLIPPERS (i run through my shoes and slippers like they cost nth X/)
The BodyShop BLUSHER in Golden Pink
The BodyShop blusher BRUSH
Shiseido eyelash CURLER
Full-length wall MIRROR(s) for my room
A new big every-purpose BAG
Pretty SHOES
A Digital CAMERA
A bloody new PC or laptop with the speed of light and a gazillion GB of memory!! =[
The Sims 2 (PC game edition)
[ The Memories ]
Thursday, July 31, 2003
Happy day in sch =)
Happy day today =)
discovered i've been happier in sch these few days when ian's around to lighten and lift my moods. haha, he bought the few of us (shihan n i) full-scap papers n stationaries with his "knowledge box" (sch's bookshop) voucher (his prize for receiving Best in Geog in our level last yr). got me a zip colour pen/marker (the "in" stationary we students are using in sch these days). hehe, got new colour pen le, happy~~ =p
dunno why, its jus a stationary only, but i'm very happy.
perhaps cos its his tots bah =)
n he rejected to get apple the cup-noodles she wans from the bkshop too =p haha. ok, evil me. but the gal really too much, wan ian to jus blow his precious vouchers on five dollars worth of cup noodle for herself free of charge to bring home eat?? think is her vouchers ar?? wan to buy home eat oso ian buy for himself wad. crazy gal. *roll eyes*
jus when i tot that i've stop disliking her so much n give her chances, she'll always revert to her old ways again. blah. i dun even think she REVERTS to her old ways, i think she LET SLIP her true character tt she's trying to hide so unsuccessfully. duh. as if we cant see thru her hypocrisy. i think one reason y we can nv be frens is cos she KNOWS i know her real self n can sense my disgust for her.
watever. dun wanna waste my blog space on her anymore. back to happy tots :p
hmmm...the pen thing isn't the onli reason y i'm happy. something he said to sherm while we were in the cafe today makes me feel that he sees me as a fren le...
apparently sherm they all jus knew about ian and i had done n planned our "revision" time- table n make plans for going out at mac the other day. sherm seemed quite shocked and exclaimed "why u all go do revision time- table together?!", like incredulous tt ian n i will go out like that...
After wat ian told me, i'm not surprised by how much sherm doesn't know bout ian. contradictory to how close i tot ian was with her last time.
And ian was like quite fierce, "why cannot??"
could see that sherm was quite shock actually. dun blame her, if i'd been on the receiving end of his rebuttal i'd be intimidated by him too. but har, that ian hor...aiyoh.
but the three of us were like making many kinky jokes after that, with sherm playacting jealousy (our joke tt sherm's ian's wife n i'm the vixen/mistress/seductress/second-wife, etc), "and wat else are u all doing there ar??! huh??! huh??! wat else did u all do ar??!" n all sorts of suggestions of places where we had sexual activities. Lol...dunno wat to say bout that siao gila =p (i said doing "that" on mac's table, in public lor...kinky =p Lolx)
but ian knows my conservation bout this kinda subject thats directed at me and sided me....(forgot wat he said) actually quite touch that he remembered these.
haha, then sherm was like "you vixen(in chinese)!! seduce my ian!!"
i played along n whined (or watever you call making those cajoling noises) to ian. n sherm was like, " ian! y u not disgusted by her?!"
gotta explain b4 i go further...cos usually when sherm's playacting with ian yi4 xiang1 qing2 yuan4 (by herself, ian not joining in) flirting exageratingly wif ian, he'd usually screw his face in mock disgust and deny anything she said...(eg. ian, wat we did last nite...ian, u were great last nite...Lolx)
but yeah, ian din say anything when i whined which explains sherm's outburst. but actually, its only when she said that that i realized that ian din find my antics disgusting (thats good) n his beforehand n subsequent siding of me made me feel that he's really taken me as a fren (thats even better!). but then again, it could jus be becos its sherm n [that] and not me...
but still, at that instant, it felt good to have a "fren" in class...a fren like xiangling in class who'll always on my side...or like having hanxiang back in my class again. i'd forgotten there's such a warm feeling already since i entered this class...its such a great feeling. hai...how i missed it. missed the sec sch days. missed hanxiang.
but yeah...until if we actually verbalized the status of our frenship (so ironic tt others have seen us as such good frens, but the two of us have nv assured that of each other yet...not even my telling him how i take him as a fren i like...maybe cos there's still this fear in me...wat if its all my imagination n wishful thinking only and he scorns at this idea??), meanwhile i'm happy to let things carry out this way...hope the near future will see us becoming more familiar and closer with each other.
ian, i'm not clive...
i won't hurt you...
nitez, the people i love.
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
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