[ Me ]
Nickname: Ursula
Birthday: 7th January 1985
Zodiac: Capricorn
Where From: Singapore
Laidback, sensitive, fickle, easily-tickled, fiercely loyal
Manga and anime lover, enthusist, collector and critic/ Coffee lover, addict and expert maker/ Aspiring future wife of famous culinary chef/ Aspiring future wife of a 1.8m tall hunk
My Friendster link:
http://www.friendster.com/vivis
[ Likes ]
Sleeping, dancing, books, manga, anime, chocolates, coffee, Jap food, Italian food, Ayumi Hamasaki, people, my sister
[ Fave Books ]
Harry Potter series, Artemis Fowl series, The Inheritence Trilogy series, The Da Vinci Code, Memoir of a Geisha, I Don't Know How She Does It... and all my comics n manga!!!
[ Currently Reading ]
Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell
by Susanna Clarke
Inkheart
by Cornelia Funke
The Well Of Loneliness
by Radclyffe Hall
Midnight's Children
by Salman Rushdie
Madame Sadayakko: The Geisha Who Seduced The West
by Lesley Downer
The Unbearable Lightness Of Being
by Milan Kundera
The Historian
by Elizabeth Kostova
[ The Wishlist ]
My Amazon.com Wishlist:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/ref=yourlists_pop_1/103-2401787-9502236
Phillips MC235 Thin Stereo Microsystem
Kathy Van Zeeland bag
(saw on amazon.com going for bout US$65... Why dun Singapore stock her goods??! >.< I wan it in Topaz colour~!!!)
The Lord of the Rings
by J.R.R. Tolkien
Inu-Yasha Theme Song Collection
12 Kingdoms/ Juuni Kokuki anime VCD sets
GUESS bag (darn, i dun have the $120 required to buy it now and i noe it'll be gone soon, Guess always changing their apparels every month or so u_u)
DKNY gold and crystal-studded watch (very ornamental, more a dress watch then an every-funtion watch. still, pretty~)
Mphosis pale gold SLIPPERS (i run through my shoes and slippers like they cost nth X/)
The BodyShop BLUSHER in Golden Pink
The BodyShop blusher BRUSH
Shiseido eyelash CURLER
Full-length wall MIRROR(s) for my room
A new big every-purpose BAG
Pretty SHOES
A Digital CAMERA
A bloody new PC or laptop with the speed of light and a gazillion GB of memory!! =[
The Sims 2 (PC game edition)
[ The Memories ]
Tuesday, July 29, 2003
Sorry mum...
was controlling mself not to blog tonite...cos dun wan to flood my blog everyday wif trivalities. but wat the heck, its MY diary.
woah...my mum jus came into the room while i was typing the above sentence. apologized to her for jus now... felt abit teary too =/
yeah, its like this...was watching Lizzie MCguire wif stella n sis jus now. n mum KEPT calling in the theatre!!! kept cupping her fone but she kept on calling. finally buay tahan n picked up...n wat the heck!!! she made me miss the last 2 mins of the film where LIzzie kissed her best fren!!! =[ so fucking pissed off man!!
when she called again after the show was like shouting at her...smth along the lines of--"i kept cupping ya fone isnt it obvious that i'm in the middle of smth??!! n u still keep calling n calling n calling!!!!"...as u can see, our conversation (more like shouting match) din end pleasantly.
she called again later when my sis n i are on train on the way home. cant stand her le so let my sis picked up the phone...hai...
sis told me apparently she's lugging lots of stuff she bought back from malaysia jus now, n a whole bag of durians, n no one to help her carry all these back thats y she called us... felt so guilty...
but my anger hasn't subsided n i kept refusing to c myself in the wrong...was still angry with her for keep calling me everytime i'm out.
madness man, its better if i dun tell her i'm going out than if i kindly leave a msg that i'll be home slightly later so tt she wun worry...if i say i'll be back by midnite or 1am, she'll START CALLING at 7+pm and keep calling n calling n calling n calling asking me to return home early. wat the fuck!! how can i fucking enjoy anything i'm doing if she's calling every less than ten mins??! *!^*&%#$#!!!
ok, nvm...
back to tonite. reached home and had a shouting match wif her. actually, not a match, more like she's leading wif all the shouting ("where am i wrong u tell me??!") and CRYING ("u'll have son or daughters one day oso u noe??!" snivel snivel "how wud u feel if they treat u this way??") and self-pitying ("why are you doing this to me??....") and then breaking down...
talking bout melodramatics...but yeah, she won obviously, wat can i say to that?? making me seem like the bad guy, being such an insensitive n uncaring bitch of a daughter...still felt angry ("yeah lar yeah lar, i'm wrong ok??!"), but felt really very very guilty...(washed the dishes VOLUNTARILY after that...eeeeyucks!!! my absolutely most hated housechore!! =[ )
mum saw me washing the dishes (din do it to let her see actually) n soften i guess, after she tot i was sorry enough to help her wif housechores...
really very sorry, mum...din know you were carrying so much stuff back...
and she still brought holy-water (yucks actually...) into my room for me to drink to bless me with good health, studies n social life (ren2 yuan2 guan1 xi4 in chinese)...
think i can feel her hurt actually...having ya own daughter, someone you bring up and love, shouting at you...
well, at least i assume she loves me...but man, she sure shows it in such an awkward way =/ cant she be like some mothers out there who'll hug or kiss or pat their child on their heads to show affections instead of nagging n being so paiseh everytime i told her "i love you"??
but yeah...i love you mum...
hai...shall try to controll my temper towards her in future...dunno wats up wif me these days...so easily angered or upset...must be pms...its coming soon, cramps. shucks.
oh yeah! stella told me she polished her teeth at this dentist clinic in jurong west for onli 40-50+ bucks!! thats like so cheap man!! n the effects not bad too =) n she says the females dentist who did her teeth was damn nice...think i'm gonna go there polish my teeth in bout 2-3wks time after i'd save some money...next wk is darling sis's 15th birthday (so fast??! she still looks like a 12yr old kid man, LOLX!!) so gotta save to buy her presents n bring her out chiong...can u imagine a 12yr...i mean, 15yr old =p little gal liking to go chiong more than me??! Lolx... =p
+ Ursula r e m e m b e r s again + 1:05 AM
