[ Me ]
Nickname: Ursula
Birthday: 7th January 1985
Zodiac: Capricorn
Where From: Singapore
Laidback, sensitive, fickle, easily-tickled, fiercely loyal
Manga and anime lover, enthusist, collector and critic/ Coffee lover, addict and expert maker/ Aspiring future wife of famous culinary chef/ Aspiring future wife of a 1.8m tall hunk
My Friendster link:
http://www.friendster.com/vivis
[ Likes ]
Sleeping, dancing, books, manga, anime, chocolates, coffee, Jap food, Italian food, Ayumi Hamasaki, people, my sister
[ Fave Books ]
Harry Potter series, Artemis Fowl series, The Inheritence Trilogy series, The Da Vinci Code, Memoir of a Geisha, I Don't Know How She Does It... and all my comics n manga!!!
[ Currently Reading ]
Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell
by Susanna Clarke
Inkheart
by Cornelia Funke
The Well Of Loneliness
by Radclyffe Hall
Midnight's Children
by Salman Rushdie
Madame Sadayakko: The Geisha Who Seduced The West
by Lesley Downer
The Unbearable Lightness Of Being
by Milan Kundera
The Historian
by Elizabeth Kostova
[ The Wishlist ]
My Amazon.com Wishlist:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/ref=yourlists_pop_1/103-2401787-9502236
Phillips MC235 Thin Stereo Microsystem
Kathy Van Zeeland bag
(saw on amazon.com going for bout US$65... Why dun Singapore stock her goods??! >.< I wan it in Topaz colour~!!!)
The Lord of the Rings
by J.R.R. Tolkien
Inu-Yasha Theme Song Collection
12 Kingdoms/ Juuni Kokuki anime VCD sets
GUESS bag (darn, i dun have the $120 required to buy it now and i noe it'll be gone soon, Guess always changing their apparels every month or so u_u)
DKNY gold and crystal-studded watch (very ornamental, more a dress watch then an every-funtion watch. still, pretty~)
Mphosis pale gold SLIPPERS (i run through my shoes and slippers like they cost nth X/)
The BodyShop BLUSHER in Golden Pink
The BodyShop blusher BRUSH
Shiseido eyelash CURLER
Full-length wall MIRROR(s) for my room
A new big every-purpose BAG
Pretty SHOES
A Digital CAMERA
A bloody new PC or laptop with the speed of light and a gazillion GB of memory!! =[
The Sims 2 (PC game edition)
[ The Memories ]
Wednesday, August 20, 2003
50 reasons why i love you ;)
hai...ian wasn't in sch today =/
tot he'd be in sch today, but he'd chosen today to go for check up.
n he wun be in sch tml either; going for cmpb.
stupid NS, snatch ian's time wif me! =[ *grrrr....*
sch's so boring without him...
jus msging him and waiting for his msgs n replies the whole day.
arrrgh. n he wun be in sch tml either!! another day of torture for me in sch!!
being wif others is jus not the same...the personal touch is lacking i think.
no secret looks n snickers wif each other, no whining to, no same caring n concern that only gd frens show to each other. arrrrgh. looks like i'm too reliant on him for emotional relief in sch le. cannot.
at least he has his studies to support him when he's bored, etc.
i so slack, only rely on intereacting wif frens to enjoy n pass my time.
can't give him burden oso...dun wan to fan him when he's studying; know his results are important to him.
hmmm...toking bout him reminds me...
sherm said smth damn wierd today (while we're waiting for jjl's extra lesson...starting at 5+ pm somemore!).
the two of us were like calling each other names (all in good fun) when layhoon joined in the 'fun'.
coundn't win the both of them lor...aiyoh.
i was like, "good, u two gang up bully me (in chinese tho)...*sniffsniff*".
then sherm was like, " ian not here today to help u cheng1 yao1 (back u up) ah. dun think he everytime bang1 ni3 cheng1 yao1 (back u up) ar, he today not here lo."
then she n layhoon continued to tease me (why do i have the feeling i kana bullied??)
i was like, Huh??!, "since when did he help back me up (also in chinese) ?!"
sherm was like, "you3 (got) arh! ta1 mei3 ci4 bang2 ni3 cheng1 yao1 de4 (he's always backing me up one)!!", in a pretty accusing tone...
i'd always held my own battles well wif them...at least i do wat i can.
since when did ian help me or stood up for me??
she seem to be making me out tobe someone wif no backbone, hafta rely on others to save me outta these kinda situations. huh?? since when did i intentionally or conciously rely on ian to help me get out of these situations? as long as its still playfil banter i dun need any saving from wat, n even then so far those who'd crossed me in class, since when hadn't i been the one to tick the person off myself? (apple for instance...)
i was denying that he did ("since when did he help back me up?!").
but sherm was insistent that he did ("he did! he always back u up!").
but still, to keep the mood light, i joked, "snce when did he back me up? no lah. its cos he's usually sitting beside me blocking me from their view athst y lar." (in chi)
ok. it sounds lame jus typing it out like this...gotta use chinese to get the full effect.
but it got the effect i wanted anyway. we laughed n sherm stopped harping on it le.
but frankly, sherm's this sudden comment cant have come out of the blue. it must mean that she's been thinking along these lines all these while, n wif her charater, she's sure to have complained bout ian and me to either grace or layhoon one. sian...=/
n the thing is, i dunno why she think this way too!!
the only thing i can think of its cos ian had stubbed her on a few occasions when she's saying things considering the two of us...(reflect back, when sherm complained y the two of us did our revision time-table together?! n ian retorted her fiercely "why not?!") and a couple other similar instances.
but its cos of how ian feels towards sherm n not that he's backing me.
but sherm doesn't know its cos he doesn't like her thats yshe prob think its my fault.
but i cant tell her that rite??
argh. watever.
hai...long till i next see ian =/
prob only on thurs or fri?? n he may be ponning on fri to study for sat's tests too...double sian ={
i wan to see him!!
oh yeah, n if another person gonna ask me if i like ian, i'm gonna scratch out the person's eyes!!! *bares teeth* grrrr.... =[ 
feel like throttling apple's neck today when she asked that!
n wat matter is it of hers whether i do or not?! i din ask her bout her galfrens rite?! duh. like i'm interested anyway.
oh yeah, written xiang a 'letter' today...50 reason y i love her ;)
she was describing some of our frenship stuff wif gillian (from her class) who got so envious =p
n the two of us were reminiscing the past (more recent past...our birthdays n such)...glad she felt the way i did =p keke.
hehe, her happy response makes me feel like its worth my while writing that letter too ^_^
yawnz...gotta sleep soon i guess.
hai...ian arh ian =/
hope he surprises me by turning up in sch tml...u think possible?? =/
or if he doesn't, he better msg me throughout the day to keep me happy!! =[
hmph.
+ Ursula r e m e m b e r s again + 12:30 AM
