The Heart Keeps Beating...
no matter what happens.
I'm Ursula. Welcome to my blog.
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Nickname: Ursula
Birthday: 7th January 1985
Zodiac: Capricorn
Where From: Singapore
Laidback, sensitive, fickle, easily-tickled, fiercely loyal
Manga and anime lover, enthusist, collector and critic/ Coffee lover, addict and expert maker/ Aspiring future wife of famous culinary chef/ Aspiring future wife of a 1.8m tall hunk
My Friendster link:
http://www.friendster.com/vivis
[ Likes ]
Sleeping, dancing, books, manga, anime, chocolates, coffee, Jap food, Italian food, Ayumi Hamasaki, people, my sister
[ Fave Books ]
Harry Potter series, Artemis Fowl series, The Inheritence Trilogy series, The Da Vinci Code, Memoir of a Geisha, I Don't Know How She Does It... and all my comics n manga!!!
[ Currently Reading ]
Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell
by Susanna Clarke
The Well Of Loneliness
by Radclyffe Hall
Midnight's Children
by Salman Rushdie
Madame Sadayakko: The Geisha Who Seduced The West
by Lesley Downer
The Unbearable Lightness Of Being
by Milan Kundera
The Historian
by Elizabeth Kostova
[ The Wishlist ]
My Amazon.com Wishlist:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/ref=yourlists_pop_1/103-2401787-9502236
Phillips MC235 Thin Stereo Microsystem
Kathy Van Zeeland bag
(saw on amazon.com going for bout US$65... Why dun Singapore stock her goods??! >.< I wan it in Topaz colour~!!!)
The Lord of the Rings
by J.R.R. Tolkien
Inu-Yasha Theme Song Collection
12 Kingdoms/ Juuni Kokuki anime VCD sets
GUESS bag (darn, i dun have the $120 required to buy it now and i noe it'll be gone soon, Guess always changing their apparels every month or so u_u)
DKNY gold and crystal-studded watch (very ornamental, more a dress watch then an every-funtion watch. still, pretty~)
Mphosis pale gold SLIPPERS (i run through my shoes and slippers like they cost nth X/)
The BodyShop BLUSHER in Golden Pink
The BodyShop blusher BRUSH
Shiseido eyelash CURLER
Full-length wall MIRROR(s) for my room
A new big every-purpose BAG
Pretty SHOES
A Digital CAMERA
A bloody new PC or laptop with the speed of light and a gazillion GB of memory!! =[
The Sims 2 (PC game edition)
Sunday, August 17, 2003
Escape
a weekend of escaping...or more accurately, a friday's worth or escaping.
ponned sch on fri, too tired after thurs nite to do anything...
wanted to be alone, but spent my day in xiang's n sis company in the end.
went to lot1's suki suchi to eat suchi buffet in the noon, then went to sit and smoke at void deck wif xiang...
toked abit, but there's so much i'm feeling that i cant put into words...
yeah...saying anything out will make things seem too finalized n i dun like it.
there's no way to put these into words that will feel rite or justify my feelings anyway.
everything will be too black and white, and i prefer to keep things ambiguous as they are now.
its always better to see how things go before i vocalize them.
and even then, its better that i'm able to vocalize them and no one will question it.
haha, pretty hard yeah??
oh yeah.
xiang gave me a big sunflower...the 'thing' she wanted to give me since she bought it on wed but din dare to bring to sch =p
haha, so sweet of her...wanted to cheer me up cos she seen me so sad since mon...
put it in a vase (wif water) n been giving it abit of sun everyday.
yup, pretty pretty!! =)
but she's still pretty guilty that she's not able to help me when i'm unhappy...
not her fault.
who ask that i'm so gan3 qing2 yong4 shi4 (sensitive) =/
n it doesn't help that i'm not telling her either...but wat am i to say to her when i'm not sure of wat i'm feeling myself? aiyoh... nvm.
but at least my sis is feeling perkier these 2 days =)
a relief sia. at least my efforts din go to waste, haha.
jus came back from fajar n greenridge wif my sis.
intended to go make my new specs but all the specs shops closed early cos its sunday =/
shucks. now have to go another day le, n i'm so busy on weekdays.
was at greenridge jus now when we bumped into her sch frens.
n guess wat?? they actually tot we're les!? diao...Lolx!! =p
do i look so different from her that they nv suspect we're sisters b4 jumping to that hilarious conclusions??
aiyoh...
but maybe its cos my sis looks so tomboyish now wif her short hair =p
plus the fact that she, unlike her peers, doesn't have any bfs n been rejecting all her admirers all these while. haha, too 'well-gromed' by me le =p Lolx. haiyah, those her age are only in relationshop cos its so rampant; everybody's in one that they tot its normal. but none last long at their age, n they're seldom serious either (esp from wat i heard bout my sis' frens). y go into a relationship at their age n affect their studies, not to mention suffering all sorts of heartaches needlessly? esp since some of them are like changing bfs every week/month?? diao. kids.
Lolx, i sound so old =p
msged ian to tell him bout it n he was laughing over it...
say wat maybe its cos i look like les.
he win le lor. me?? look les?? others were saying i look too straight to be mistaken for les!
aiyoh, scary...cannot sia. esp in my class wif all the crooked pple... once u get mistaken thats it man.
n i still wan guys to chase me one wor! scare away my suitors how?! Lolx...=p
blew 50bucks buying vcds at greenridge jus now, wif the money i'm supposed to be spending on my specs.
so ex...but bought alot of vcds sia. haha, my sis really noes how to bargain man =p
the uncle was like so pissed at us le, haha.
yup. in a more relaxed mood since the fri... getting my usual gay self (not gay as in gay, oh you noe...) back :)
looks like the few days of escaping is good for my soul.
looking forward to seeing ian in sch tml =)
wun be seeing much of him next week since he's going for lotsa checkups n cmpb things towards the end of the week. fri maybe even ponning to study for our lit n geog test on sat (straight after one another!! man =/ how am i gonna pia for both?!)
will miss him!!
hehe, hope to b able to spend more quality time wif him and the class tml!! ^-^
You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.
What feeling do you represent?
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