The Heart Keeps Beating...
no matter what happens.
I'm Ursula. Welcome to my blog.
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Nickname: Ursula
Birthday: 7th January 1985
Zodiac: Capricorn
Where From: Singapore
Laidback, sensitive, fickle, easily-tickled, fiercely loyal
Manga and anime lover, enthusist, collector and critic/ Coffee lover, addict and expert maker/ Aspiring future wife of famous culinary chef/ Aspiring future wife of a 1.8m tall hunk
My Friendster link:
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[ Likes ]
Sleeping, dancing, books, manga, anime, chocolates, coffee, Jap food, Italian food, Ayumi Hamasaki, people, my sister
[ Fave Books ]
Harry Potter series, Artemis Fowl series, The Inheritence Trilogy series, The Da Vinci Code, Memoir of a Geisha, I Don't Know How She Does It... and all my comics n manga!!!
[ Currently Reading ]
Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell
by Susanna Clarke
The Well Of Loneliness
by Radclyffe Hall
Midnight's Children
by Salman Rushdie
Madame Sadayakko: The Geisha Who Seduced The West
by Lesley Downer
The Unbearable Lightness Of Being
by Milan Kundera
The Historian
by Elizabeth Kostova
[ The Wishlist ]
My Amazon.com Wishlist:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/ref=yourlists_pop_1/103-2401787-9502236
Phillips MC235 Thin Stereo Microsystem
Kathy Van Zeeland bag
(saw on amazon.com going for bout US$65... Why dun Singapore stock her goods??! >.< I wan it in Topaz colour~!!!)
The Lord of the Rings
by J.R.R. Tolkien
Inu-Yasha Theme Song Collection
12 Kingdoms/ Juuni Kokuki anime VCD sets
GUESS bag (darn, i dun have the $120 required to buy it now and i noe it'll be gone soon, Guess always changing their apparels every month or so u_u)
DKNY gold and crystal-studded watch (very ornamental, more a dress watch then an every-funtion watch. still, pretty~)
Mphosis pale gold SLIPPERS (i run through my shoes and slippers like they cost nth X/)
The BodyShop BLUSHER in Golden Pink
The BodyShop blusher BRUSH
Shiseido eyelash CURLER
Full-length wall MIRROR(s) for my room
A new big every-purpose BAG
Pretty SHOES
A Digital CAMERA
A bloody new PC or laptop with the speed of light and a gazillion GB of memory!! =[
The Sims 2 (PC game edition)
Friday, August 01, 2003
He makes sch a happy place... :]
Had an interesting geog tutorial with mdm seow (our human geog tutor) today...apparently her mom can see spirits (yup, the floating kind) and such, cool. she was telling us all sorts of stuff bout pontianaks...think i got a bit creeped out after a while tho she was narrating everything in a pretty humourous manner. hope i dun get creeped out when i go sleep at nite... =/ and its the seventh month too!! (ghost festival in singapore now) *brrrrrr...*
was contemplating whether to go esplanade later anot...but decided not to go in the end. too lazy to get dressed, put make-up, prepare to go out. so gonna laze in front of the compt n tv the whole day le i guess.
hmmm...din wan to go oso cos i know if i go there i'll be smoking (the esplanade has the best atmosphere to smoke man...beautiful river/harbour view and nite lights n no one who'll recognize me). glo wanted to go out oso...she knows i smoke so i dun mind smoking in front of her, but i dun wan to encourage her...its dangerous to know and SEE ya fren smoke when u're already tempted. i should know.
so yeah glo, maybe another time?? =p
happy day today too :)
ian finally called me a "fren" le...!!! haha =p ok, lame i know. wat can we be if we're not frens?? but this word has alot of significance...cos it signifies that we've cossed the 'classmate' hurdle and mark the start of a period where we can safely call each other our fren w/o needing to fear the rejection of frenship from the other.
din get to go home with him today (so sad, he was waiting for me at the bus stop too...), so was thinking alot on the bus on the way home alone. recalling all the times we spent together today...from eating in the canteen, whispering in class, his tense moment wif sherm, his lame calling of my name, our sneaking out from the com lab during GP lesson to buy tidbits n drinks and his offering to help me hold my stuff on the way back. remembering all these makes me so happy =)
esp since i feel that we've started to have some of the mo4 qi4 that only good frens can share, like sharing knowing looks and laughing (by ourselves or at someone) together, drawing silly cute caricatures with our coloured pens, n giving each other 'the look' during the sherm thingy...
but yeah, speaking of that...think he's starting to make it too obvious le...tho i dunno how he usually treat sherm before i get to know him well. used to think his looks of disgust at sherm's flirting during GP classes were made up. He gave sherm the dirtiest look i've ever seen him showed her before today during one of our breaks jus as we were bout to enter a class...its so obvious this time that sherm cant even ignore it. she was like, so pissed man..."why do u keep giving me THAT look?? who do u think are?!"
i acted like i din hear it. but, woah...
things got quite tense when we were playing "Bluff" in the class too. the two were like argueing how they think it should be played (cannot pass, no! can pass...). i'm used to playing the method ian plays too, but when in rome, do as the romans do, so i usually play how the rest of them play. but i share ian's tot that its ridiculous not to pass. but seeing that the two of them were argueing so heatedly already, i'm not going to step into their crossfire. boy, is sherm violatile today. ian buay tahan in the end n left the game when it ended after the first round. i quickly switch the game to playing daidee instead ("at least not so many rules")...man.
was reading wat i wrote above n thinking of how the others like ian cant possibly publish their anger or displeasure abt the class in their blogs cos that will mean the subject of their displeasure will know too, since like everybody knows everybody's blog... so xin1 ku3 (tortorous). feels that i've chosen rightly not to let them know bout my blog...otherwise, i wouldn't have written so much bout them n i i feel towards them liao. n man, my entries bout ian will be especially embarassing n scandalous...knowing my class, they'll probably misinterprete that i like him or smth. yeah, i like him alot, but onli the frens kinda like, nth else...
yup. ian makes sch such a happy place =)
as long as i'm with him.
Was reading the newpaper n saw this news article bout how JC stress can "sap your life force":
"JC has a way of sapping your energy for life, by making you focus too much on short-term goals. By making you fail to realise that life continues after JC....It fills up your day- every day for two years- but leaves the spirit empty. It (JC life) is about watching what you said and do in school to gain acceptance in a group. Ita's about countless things that won't matter at all in the end."
its written by a journalist who'd experienced it all before. n boy, she's hit so close to the truth that all of us feel but fail to realise we felt that way, that i was momentarily stunned.
the second tot i had was to cut out the article to show ian tml in sch, until i realise that there's no sch tml (tho we'll be going to the econ seminar thing at singapore poly tml) n that ian will prob find it wierd y i'll show him that article. cos i know he should relax more n not stress imself up so much over his 'A's. then my next tot was, woah...y am i thinking of cutting it out FOR ian?? its the kind of thing i'll do for my sis, xiang or hanxiang.
the seriousness i'm putting into our frenship will probably shock him if he knew bout it.
econs seminar tml. hope there's free seating so i can sit with xiang. if we must sit with our class, i hope i can get to sit beside ian man, else i'll probably be bored off my arse in the 3-hr long seminar! argh.
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