The Heart Keeps Beating...
no matter what happens.
I'm Ursula. Welcome to my blog.
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Nickname: Ursula
Birthday: 7th January 1985
Zodiac: Capricorn
Where From: Singapore
Laidback, sensitive, fickle, easily-tickled, fiercely loyal
Manga and anime lover, enthusist, collector and critic/ Coffee lover, addict and expert maker/ Aspiring future wife of famous culinary chef/ Aspiring future wife of a 1.8m tall hunk
My Friendster link:
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[ Likes ]
Sleeping, dancing, books, manga, anime, chocolates, coffee, Jap food, Italian food, Ayumi Hamasaki, people, my sister
[ Fave Books ]
Harry Potter series, Artemis Fowl series, The Inheritence Trilogy series, The Da Vinci Code, Memoir of a Geisha, I Don't Know How She Does It... and all my comics n manga!!!
[ Currently Reading ]
Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell
by Susanna Clarke
The Well Of Loneliness
by Radclyffe Hall
Midnight's Children
by Salman Rushdie
Madame Sadayakko: The Geisha Who Seduced The West
by Lesley Downer
The Unbearable Lightness Of Being
by Milan Kundera
The Historian
by Elizabeth Kostova
[ The Wishlist ]
My Amazon.com Wishlist:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/ref=yourlists_pop_1/103-2401787-9502236
Phillips MC235 Thin Stereo Microsystem
Kathy Van Zeeland bag
(saw on amazon.com going for bout US$65... Why dun Singapore stock her goods??! >.< I wan it in Topaz colour~!!!)
The Lord of the Rings
by J.R.R. Tolkien
Inu-Yasha Theme Song Collection
12 Kingdoms/ Juuni Kokuki anime VCD sets
GUESS bag (darn, i dun have the $120 required to buy it now and i noe it'll be gone soon, Guess always changing their apparels every month or so u_u)
DKNY gold and crystal-studded watch (very ornamental, more a dress watch then an every-funtion watch. still, pretty~)
Mphosis pale gold SLIPPERS (i run through my shoes and slippers like they cost nth X/)
The BodyShop BLUSHER in Golden Pink
The BodyShop blusher BRUSH
Shiseido eyelash CURLER
Full-length wall MIRROR(s) for my room
A new big every-purpose BAG
Pretty SHOES
A Digital CAMERA
A bloody new PC or laptop with the speed of light and a gazillion GB of memory!! =[
The Sims 2 (PC game edition)
Thursday, August 07, 2003
Jaded =/
Econ test in sch today...our final econ test of the year. but more of prelims and A levels still =/ first test i actually went in with only my own knowledge and sat down to do the paper, din copy of reference at all...wah, its a damn diff feeling man =p so nervous before the test sia, nv like this for any other tests before in these 2yrs before (not including the major mid-yr and yr-end exams). tho i know i'm still gonna fail the overall, but at least I STUDIED~ tho obviously not thorough enough. still, it gives me hope that i CAN actually study for econs, or rather, know how to now. but haha, my MCQ copied wholesale from beeny tho =p so the test marks wun still all be mine =p Lolx. he's so nice to bully man ;p
haha, been 'flirting' with benny and mingyang the whole day sia =p
ok, actually more of mingyang...he's jus so cute!! did i mention he looks so much like the asian version of H arry Potter?? oh my...*drool*
Lolx =p and he looks so cute when he's shy or paiseh that its so fun to tease him. so adorable~ haha. i still cant forget his looks when he embarassedly tries to suppress his smiles and end up trembling his lips...as in REALLY trembling. i've nv seen anyone do that before :p so interesting man. i love to make him laugh and see him struggle to supress his smiles, so cute! haha, ok...evil of me to tease him =p but he's such a nice boy i'm sure he wun mind =p
he was so embarrassed when i 'act' Hermoine Granger n went to sit in front of him at the cafe jus now. his face went pink from hearing all the teasings and hootings the rest at the other tables were giving him, and he was smiling and trying to suppress his embarrassment in this totally adorable way that i coundn't help teasing gim further...Lolx!
benny too. we (the usual san ba) were teasing gim mercilessly bout his 'double life' in which he enjoys SM sex...which reminds me: buy benny a candle for his 18th birthday this 23rd of August =p Lolx...let him enjoy his fetish in private...wahahahaha!!
was cuddling up to him a few times today cos the classrooms and LT5 we were having lesson and taking test today was freezingly cold. was already wearing a thick pullover and still freezing man. jus grabbed his arm and hugged! to keep myself warm. but yeah...din hold on long cos paiseh oso, tho we both got 'protective layers' (both wearing thick pullovers). if fact, i only dared to grab his arm cos i was wearing the pullover, cover any skin contact. but he sorta pulled his arm away after awhile. tho it was a slight movement only to dislodge his arm from my embrace, i still took it to heart lor...
hurt =/ tho i din show it out...yeah, so i'm not glory. but a gal hugged him he shouldn't have rejected rite? hurt my feelings =( hey, i dun hug jus any other boy k. 'chose' him cos i know he's a nice boy and wun misunderstand my actions n he got to do this =( hai...nvm.
hmmm...din get to spend much quality time wif ian today. sian... or the 'cheem' term for it--JADED =/
thats prob y i'd to resort to 'flirting' and teasing benny and mingyang instead today. hope that he'll feel warmer towards me tml, else the two of them will have to suffer my pestering them again =p but haha, mingyang is jus irrisistible. gonna find chance tease him somemore tml =p he jus looks damn cute when he's paiseh man. Lolx!
went to jp with xuan to shop for my sis birthday present. intended to get her a bra one (her kiddy sort...Lolx) but din in the end and bought so many other things instead =/
Things i bought today:
1. Perlini Silver bracelet for sis
2. A pair of black lady saddles for myself
3. A set of 3 comic books
Xiang came over my place and we went to our usual playground to smoke--the place where i'd first started to smoke also. shiok. though i enjoy smoking alone, its nice to smoke and chat wif ya best fren under the nite sky :)
used xiang's hp to see Her msgs to me finally, cos mine phone function dun support Her kinda msgs... they were really sweet.....=/ tho i dun feel the pain i'd felt last time from seperating myself from Her, i wonder how wud it be like if we had carried our frenship a few steps further...wud it have progressed into smth?? and wud i have dared to tell Her i..... T_T guess i'll never know now. but a part of me is still holding on to a glimmer of hope i guess; tho this hope is fading wif time. but that is good i think, cos the lesser the hopes i hold, the lesser the pain i'd succumb to...
SPIRIT is your chinese symbol!
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You come from the Ocean. You've always been drawn
to the sea, the sound of the waves, the crystal
blue water, near the sea is where you belong.
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