The Heart Keeps Beating...
no matter what happens.
I'm Ursula. Welcome to my blog.
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Nickname: Ursula
Birthday: 7th January 1985
Zodiac: Capricorn
Where From: Singapore
Laidback, sensitive, fickle, easily-tickled, fiercely loyal
Manga and anime lover, enthusist, collector and critic/ Coffee lover, addict and expert maker/ Aspiring future wife of famous culinary chef/ Aspiring future wife of a 1.8m tall hunk
My Friendster link:
http://www.friendster.com/vivis
[ Likes ]
Sleeping, dancing, books, manga, anime, chocolates, coffee, Jap food, Italian food, Ayumi Hamasaki, people, my sister
[ Fave Books ]
Harry Potter series, Artemis Fowl series, The Inheritence Trilogy series, The Da Vinci Code, Memoir of a Geisha, I Don't Know How She Does It... and all my comics n manga!!!
[ Currently Reading ]
Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell
by Susanna Clarke
The Well Of Loneliness
by Radclyffe Hall
Midnight's Children
by Salman Rushdie
Madame Sadayakko: The Geisha Who Seduced The West
by Lesley Downer
The Unbearable Lightness Of Being
by Milan Kundera
The Historian
by Elizabeth Kostova
[ The Wishlist ]
My Amazon.com Wishlist:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/ref=yourlists_pop_1/103-2401787-9502236
Phillips MC235 Thin Stereo Microsystem
Kathy Van Zeeland bag
(saw on amazon.com going for bout US$65... Why dun Singapore stock her goods??! >.< I wan it in Topaz colour~!!!)
The Lord of the Rings
by J.R.R. Tolkien
Inu-Yasha Theme Song Collection
12 Kingdoms/ Juuni Kokuki anime VCD sets
GUESS bag (darn, i dun have the $120 required to buy it now and i noe it'll be gone soon, Guess always changing their apparels every month or so u_u)
DKNY gold and crystal-studded watch (very ornamental, more a dress watch then an every-funtion watch. still, pretty~)
Mphosis pale gold SLIPPERS (i run through my shoes and slippers like they cost nth X/)
The BodyShop BLUSHER in Golden Pink
The BodyShop blusher BRUSH
Shiseido eyelash CURLER
Full-length wall MIRROR(s) for my room
A new big every-purpose BAG
Pretty SHOES
A Digital CAMERA
A bloody new PC or laptop with the speed of light and a gazillion GB of memory!! =[
The Sims 2 (PC game edition)
Thursday, August 21, 2003
jus came home from westmall's coffeebean.
studying there wif sis jus now.
man, they have some splendid coffee =)
EXtreme ice-blended...extra caffein, extra strong. shiok! =9
try it.
but spent half an hr searching the mall for a pullover cos the cafe was jus too cold to study.
bought this black Dano pullover i'd been eyeing since last time. din buy it last time cos thinking wun have much chance to wear it in s'pore's hot weather. yup, nice =)
but half an hr to buy a jacket??
haha, yeah...u caught me =p
was shopping for benny n shihan's birthday presents (cant find) n my comic books... ;p
haha, the comic connections' sales asistant was like, flirting like siao lor.
but its one-sided tho. kept wanting to leave but he kept calling me back n asking this n that.
duh. do i look like i play rpg games?? double duh.
study study study.
wat the @#%*^(%#$???!!
big geog n lit tests this sat.
which makes up bout 6 hrs worth of tests continuously??
they're trying to drive us mad issit?? yeah...training us for our 'A' level marathon...right.
not going sch tml...gotta study study study.
wah kao, make myself up to be so studious...
but if i hadn't kept procatinating n slacked away my time this couple of weeks, i wouln't have to pia like shit now. so i'm reaping wat i sow i guess. yucks. sound so bad...like my retribution that i'll *gasp* fail this sat's tests like that =X
touch wood!!
hmmm... ian came to sch today, finally =)
but glo was like saying, wat? that i acting like i like him or something. that the class will misunderstand.
wat they think is not my business rite?
xuan n clive were like so good frens last yr n everybody tot they'll get together in the end, but time prove them wrong din it? its so long n they havent got those kinda feelings for each other. UNLIKE wat the class tot. n wats wrong wif a guy n a gal jus being in a platonic frenship?? why cant i like ian without liking him that way? issit so unconceivable? yeah, my feelings may be strong, n my response may be abit extreme, but if i were to control n dilute my happiness in seeing him or being wif him, i'd be cheating myself...and robbing ian of HIS happiness to be in my happy presence. Lolx =p so bhb...ahahaha XP
yeah...anyway, its my own feelings. even if i do like him that way (which i know i dun), its nobody's business but my own's n ian's. who's to care anyway but the two of us?? (except for some gossip- mongers...i can imagine who...). AND y must it be that I like him?? y cant it be that HE like me?? diao...do i have the word "Desperation" stamped on my forehead??
We are friends. thats that.
n am sharpening my nails now to get ready to scratch apple's eyes out soon.
actually said i'm his "laopo" (wife) in front of the two of us today??
dunno did ian hear or not (din think he did, heng) but...#$%&^*$$@#$%????!!
she's going to ruin our frenship if she continues! or at least, make things awkward for us.
that gal... *grrrrrrr* =[
but (unlike wat glo thinks), i dun think my frenship wif ian will be ruined if there's this kinda misunderstanding. again.
cos i noe ian wun be shy to ask me bout it :p
(erm... =/ )
n when that happens, i can tell him the truth n no matter its a yes or a no, i can imagine wat his reaction will be anyway...n it wun affect our frenship. maybe other things will, but not this.
he's too kind to reject me.
ok, me anyway.
even tho it'll make things difficult for him.
cos while he has the thick-headedness of a guy, he also has the sensitivity of a gal (sometimee, to certain girly things). maybe its cos of that, but thats the aspect of him i like :)
aiyoh..i'm actually considering the possibilities?
glo must be putting things into my head =[
gotta go study le.
looooong way to go =/
study study study.
shucks.
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