The Heart Keeps Beating...
no matter what happens.
I'm Ursula. Welcome to my blog.
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Nickname: Ursula
Birthday: 7th January 1985
Zodiac: Capricorn
Where From: Singapore
Laidback, sensitive, fickle, easily-tickled, fiercely loyal
Manga and anime lover, enthusist, collector and critic/ Coffee lover, addict and expert maker/ Aspiring future wife of famous culinary chef/ Aspiring future wife of a 1.8m tall hunk
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[ Likes ]
Sleeping, dancing, books, manga, anime, chocolates, coffee, Jap food, Italian food, Ayumi Hamasaki, people, my sister
[ Fave Books ]
Harry Potter series, Artemis Fowl series, The Inheritence Trilogy series, The Da Vinci Code, Memoir of a Geisha, I Don't Know How She Does It... and all my comics n manga!!!
[ Currently Reading ]
Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell
by Susanna Clarke
The Well Of Loneliness
by Radclyffe Hall
Midnight's Children
by Salman Rushdie
Madame Sadayakko: The Geisha Who Seduced The West
by Lesley Downer
The Unbearable Lightness Of Being
by Milan Kundera
The Historian
by Elizabeth Kostova
[ The Wishlist ]
My Amazon.com Wishlist:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/ref=yourlists_pop_1/103-2401787-9502236
Phillips MC235 Thin Stereo Microsystem
Kathy Van Zeeland bag
(saw on amazon.com going for bout US$65... Why dun Singapore stock her goods??! >.< I wan it in Topaz colour~!!!)
The Lord of the Rings
by J.R.R. Tolkien
Inu-Yasha Theme Song Collection
12 Kingdoms/ Juuni Kokuki anime VCD sets
GUESS bag (darn, i dun have the $120 required to buy it now and i noe it'll be gone soon, Guess always changing their apparels every month or so u_u)
DKNY gold and crystal-studded watch (very ornamental, more a dress watch then an every-funtion watch. still, pretty~)
Mphosis pale gold SLIPPERS (i run through my shoes and slippers like they cost nth X/)
The BodyShop BLUSHER in Golden Pink
The BodyShop blusher BRUSH
Shiseido eyelash CURLER
Full-length wall MIRROR(s) for my room
A new big every-purpose BAG
Pretty SHOES
A Digital CAMERA
A bloody new PC or laptop with the speed of light and a gazillion GB of memory!! =[
The Sims 2 (PC game edition)
Sunday, August 10, 2003
National Day
Singapore's 38th year of independence today :)
Happy Birthday Singapore~!!
haha, ok cliched i noe =p
been to my 3rd aunt's house for bbq in the evening then went to orchard to meet xiang after that. bought the cigarette case i've been wanting to buy for weeks. tho its not the one i had in mind its still not bad looking i think ;)
went to Five-Ten after that...david was to come later n we were like pia-ing to smoke first, cos we wun be able to after he comes. he barely nearly caught us sia...haha =X squashed the butt jus ten sec before he reached our table.
had a fun time tho =)
but din get to sing as much as we liked...this stupid waitress (damn dulan her everytime we went there) got smth against us or smth. everytime we go to the pub early and oder alot of songs, the pple who arrive later always got to sing first and sing more songs than us. finally buey tahan today after waiting like 2hr plus and confronted her, we'd waited so long where's our songs?? can u believe wat the gal said?? after making some excuses she said, "kbox is jus across the rd, wan to sing song dun wan to wait can go over there. sing until u shuang."
wat the @*&%$&*%!!! farking attitude man! damn dulan lor =[
when xiang n i were waitresses the time do u see us refering customers to the pub across the street jus cos we cant fulfill their requests?!
maybe its cos xiang n i had been in this line before n being in 'top-of-the-line', we expected more of these pple. but..wat the heck?! the gal's service is damn fucking lousy lor, not to mention her fucking attitude oso. grrrr... needless to say, we gave her helluva attidude back.
got our songs in the end. but still...dui =[
but haha...guess wat?? think we last time wu4 da3 wu4 zhuang4 found this pub, we may have found a 'crooked' pub sia :p
lots of butches there man. the 'waitresses' are butches, n most of the customers are too (bout half of the customers there). i wun be surprise to noe that there're gays there too.
but wah...the butchy 'waitress' was damn cute lor! keke =p
cute and friendly =) the athletic, boyish sort of look. clear skin, wide smile. tho not as yan dao as another butch 'waitress' who oso works there (on another shift diff days i guess; seen her last time we'd been there but not tonite) who really looks like a guy n a good-looking one at that. but this one is cute and sociable, nice :)
haha, was ogling at 'her' n fa-chuning to xiang. Lolx! ;p ahahaha.
hmmm...been a long time since i'd seen david. bout a couple of months?? haha, he's beefed up more since then, n quite nicely too. tot he'll go overboard with his muscle-building n get to have the Hulk's arms and biceps but a flat n skinny chest (eeeyucks). but yeah, not bad at all :) n not so much pimples oso liao...Lolx! ok, i'm mean =p haha. but no lah, he's quite ok. can imagine most gals mite swoon over him in fact. used to myself, but surprisingly, i'd crushed him when he was still a skinny, underbuilt (despite tall n dark) sec 3 boy and not now. erm...=/ haha, oh well. dun wan to dong xin over anybody now...a painful process. esp with my 'A's ard the corner. which reminds me...
chatting to my cousins (uni-grads already) bout my 'A's n told them it was in 3 months time n they were like,"and u're still here barbequeing wif us?!" =X msged ian later on n he was pretty comforting...told me to enjoy myself tonite (knew i was going orchard), 3mths is still sufficient for me to study as long as i did study in the end. haha, jus msged him that he made me feel better le when he replied tt wif yeah, but have to study else mite regret it after 'A's. aiyoh, he wasn't kidding when he said he's a wet blanket usually loe... told him so oso. blah blah blah. he was comforting enuf tho...but he serves as a reality check to me that 'A' levels is imminent...looks like i've to start studying le. he's rite, i dun wan to regret when i take back my results half a yr later...getting grades that are not good enuf to go singapore's uni but oso not lousy enuf to repeat jc...those not gd not bad results are the worst, cos there's no where for u to go after that...then it'll be either going out to work or wasting another 3-4 yrs in poly (unless got money to go overseas which i dun). nah, cannot. gotta start to study le. esp econ. cannot make it sia, have to spend extra time n effort revising it =/ god bless.
anyway, back to xiang n david.
took lotsa photos wif them today wif xiang's camera hp!! hehe X)
took some in the pub but too dark, cant show properly. took lotsa more when we were walking back to meridien later on when its brighter...effect really not bad sia~!! so happy =)
kept changing positions among the three of us. i was the shortest =/ n had SOME trouble positioning ourselves so i can be SEEN =[ been the butt of their jokes throughout sia. they good. hmph. bleeeah =p
really happy tho~
took some really nice shots =)
din put make up when i went out today, was afraid i'd look terible in the photos. but most were ok in the end. prob cos the nite camouflaged my horrible looks. Lolx! =p
had a fun time positioning ourselves too. cos the photo space was quite small so we had to adjust ourselves. they had to bend to adjust to my height oso (cos i was like 20cm shorter than them in my slippers =/). was standing very close to david in several shots. those in which he's standing behind me, i could feel his breath on my ear. Lolx...if some pple saw SOME of the shots of us three, they'd probably tot he was my stead for standing so intimately close to me =p
and then there were the shots where i was standing behind him and balancing on his shoulders...his muscles are real sia. feels so steady n secure i can continue to hang on to him forever man ;p haha. yummy~!! Lolx! Xp
the three of us were pretty satisfied wif most of the shots.
but i think the happiest we felt bout the whole thing was the feeling of togetherness...after all, the three of us had walked so far to get to where we are here.
8years of frienship sia; a friendship in which we'd stuck together n only got closer wif passing yrs... unlike wat most pple our age consider as a long 10 or 11 yr 'frenship' in which they barely kept in contact a couple of times a year (or once in a couple of yrs) and still consider themselves close wif their frens, OUR frenship has tested Time and all sorts of hardship... ah hua, shan, kelvin, alwin, huanda...each incident is etched into my mind. the pain and hardship we'd encountered in facing and solving these problems are the building blocks of our frenship and sees us thru yet another level of understanding and mo4 qi4 wif each other... our lives are already so intermingled wif each other that even if any one of us chooses to seperate ourselves from this circle, it'll still be difficult to break these ties... there're jus too many things stringing us together that even if xiang n i were to be seperated by time or distance someday, i believe that david and i will still be bound to each other by these threads and threads of history.
hmmm...looked like i'd jus spent half my loooooong entry on this =p shall stop liao. but really thank god and the powers that create everything possible for xiangling and the pple i love. without them, my life is meaningless. perhaps its true that i do live my life for others, but so wat?? i believe that everybody in this world lives for somebody and that somebody out there IS living jus becos you are here. i love you pple... thanks for giving me the reasons to carry on living =)
You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
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erm....am i??
but hai...the last line's pretty true, i'm always regretting smth i didn't do... =/
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