The Heart Keeps Beating...

no matter what happens.
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Past Berkana - Growth, abundance, fertility, Mother Earth, protection, the zenith of an idea or situation.

Present Tir - Victory, leadership, success over other competitors, increase in finances, virility and passion (especially for men).

Future Neid - Need, desire, fulfilling those needs, love and sex magick, motivation created by distress.

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ahaha, got this "quiz" from ian's blog. seems like he's very into these hororscopes, fortune telling and tarrot cards stuff... so girl :P
hmmm... smth wrong wif the results , the background supoosed to be white, now my words cant be seen. if u're interested in reading it, jus highlight wif ya cursor the area where the words are supposed to be (beside the signs) n u can read it from there.
haha, but the rune readings does seem to answer my question doesn't it??
now, if only i can decipher wat it means... =/ *roll eyes*


xiang n i have made to plans give ourselves a short vaccation and go on a cruise after prelims. straight after prelims, the day after her last paper (since her last paper is half a week after mine).
yeah, plan to... but dunno will get to see it thru anot.
really hope to... need a break away from all these shit.
still remember the last time i went on cruise wif mum, sis n relatives... threw all my troubles to the winds, came back wif a load off my shoulders, felt really good after that; refreshed n recharged, ready to tackle any problems that i'd left behind on my trip.
yup. hope that i'll be able to get the same result from this trip.
but there's the prob of getting my parents (or rather my mum, since i dun care bout wat my dad says) to nod their heads n give the green light.
n the more crucial prob of where are we gonna get the money from?!!
came up with alot of stupid ways in which we can get money (including cheating guys to hotels for sex transactions then running away, getting sugardaddies, etc). unfortunately, we have no time for that... ahaha, we're joking of cos! *bleeeaaah* =p


hai...really wanna go... all sorts of buffet n good food all day long... warm, luxurious jacuzzi, swimming n sun- tanning, smoking on the deck at nite while enjoying the nite view from the ship, not having to fear anyone catching us smoke or care if we have smoke smell on ourselves, searching for that elusive italian chef thats to be my hubby (Lolx...*wink wink* ;p ), n spending the entire blissful trip wif my best fren... taking lotsa photos as well as shopping, bargaining n flirting when we disembark from the ship (at the two mid-way cruise destinations) to shop for souvenirs n matching accesories, etc which onli the two of us have that we can brag to others we had bought on a cruise we'd gone together, onli the two of us... bliss~ :)


*gazes into the distance dreamily for awhile...*
ok, *kok kok* time to wake up n stop dreaming le.
still dunno we'll be able to anot...
still, we can hope cant we?? =)
money money money money!!



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A Shoulder To Cry On
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Life is full of lots of ups and downs
But the distance feels further
When it's headed for the ground
And there's nothing more painful
Than to let your feelings take you down
It's so hard to know the way you feel inside
When there's many thoughts and feelings that you hide
But you might feel better
If you let me walk with you by your side


And when you need a shoulder to cry on
When you need a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone 'cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be your friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone 'cause I'll be there


All of the time when everything is wrong
And you're feeling like there's no use going on
You can't give it up
I'll help you work it out and carry on


Side by side, with you till the end
I'll always be the one to firmly hold your hand
No matter what is said or done
Our love will always continue on


Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
Everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone 'cause I'll be there
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be your friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone 'cause I'll be there
You'll have my shoulder to cry on
I'll be there
I'll be the one to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won't be alone 'cause I'll be there


And when the whole world is gone
You'll always have my shoulder to cry on