[ Me ]
Nickname: Ursula
Birthday: 7th January 1985
Zodiac: Capricorn
Where From: Singapore
Laidback, sensitive, fickle, easily-tickled, fiercely loyal
Manga and anime lover, enthusist, collector and critic/ Coffee lover, addict and expert maker/ Aspiring future wife of famous culinary chef/ Aspiring future wife of a 1.8m tall hunk
My Friendster link:
http://www.friendster.com/vivis
[ Likes ]
Sleeping, dancing, books, manga, anime, chocolates, coffee, Jap food, Italian food, Ayumi Hamasaki, people, my sister
[ Fave Books ]
Harry Potter series, Artemis Fowl series, The Inheritence Trilogy series, The Da Vinci Code, Memoir of a Geisha, I Don't Know How She Does It... and all my comics n manga!!!
[ Currently Reading ]
Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell
by Susanna Clarke
Inkheart
by Cornelia Funke
The Well Of Loneliness
by Radclyffe Hall
Midnight's Children
by Salman Rushdie
Madame Sadayakko: The Geisha Who Seduced The West
by Lesley Downer
The Unbearable Lightness Of Being
by Milan Kundera
The Historian
by Elizabeth Kostova
[ The Wishlist ]
My Amazon.com Wishlist:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/ref=yourlists_pop_1/103-2401787-9502236
Phillips MC235 Thin Stereo Microsystem
Kathy Van Zeeland bag
(saw on amazon.com going for bout US$65... Why dun Singapore stock her goods??! >.< I wan it in Topaz colour~!!!)
The Lord of the Rings
by J.R.R. Tolkien
Inu-Yasha Theme Song Collection
12 Kingdoms/ Juuni Kokuki anime VCD sets
GUESS bag (darn, i dun have the $120 required to buy it now and i noe it'll be gone soon, Guess always changing their apparels every month or so u_u)
DKNY gold and crystal-studded watch (very ornamental, more a dress watch then an every-funtion watch. still, pretty~)
Mphosis pale gold SLIPPERS (i run through my shoes and slippers like they cost nth X/)
The BodyShop BLUSHER in Golden Pink
The BodyShop blusher BRUSH
Shiseido eyelash CURLER
Full-length wall MIRROR(s) for my room
A new big every-purpose BAG
Pretty SHOES
A Digital CAMERA
A bloody new PC or laptop with the speed of light and a gazillion GB of memory!! =[
The Sims 2 (PC game edition)
[ The Memories ]
Tuesday, October 14, 2003
being myself
cant spend too much time here... i'm blogging on borrowed time.
promised ian i'll go do my econs case study one.
he DEMANDS to see it done tml for god's sake.
wah biang, he sure is strict man.
chatting wif him on icq jus now.
yup. the grand total of the pple on my icq list has increased to...*drumroll please*.... TWO!! haha =p
huishi n ian!! >.<
crapping wif him on god noes wat topics jus now.
old jokes, new jokes. then some scoldings from him on my lack of self-revision. he volunteered to meet up go study together this sat after he realise i need serious help. wah... so nice of him~
heehee~ =)
(after that he chased me off to do my case study le....)
hmmm... discussed le.
meeting them to go go zouk tml.
n sherm's coming over my house to stay overnite after that.
feels like its judgement day =/
but i kan kai le. i'm jus gonna be myself.
if things go well, yar all for the best. if it doesn't, at least i noe that i've been myself n i'd enjoyed a fun nite there =)
i've xiang n ian to thank for coming to this final conclusion.
chatting n being wif xiang n ian these two days (ytd xiang n today ian) made me realize that, all i've to do is be myself.
being wif ian has helped me in finding myself. while being wif xiang ytd has taught me again how to appreciate myself.
i'd forgotten that how i'd gotten to noe these great frens n gotten to be so close to them is cause i'm real n myself when i was with them.
the thing that attract a real frenship is truthfulness n honesty itself. if i assume any other persona when i try to be with him (or someone new), then the frenship that stem from that persona has have those qualities.
but they're not myself and i wan to be myself. esp if i'm to attract a partner, i'd wan it to be my real self that he/she is attracted to n not jus any other personas.
yeah.
chatted wif xiang at beauty world's mac (supposed to be studying...) from noon to nite the whole day ytd. a long time since we had toked like this. real in-depth n re-discovering ourselves n our frenship. its jus like when we were having those long, serious, in depth conversations in our sec sch days when we were jus getting to noe each other better (or very well for that matter).
glad the two of us spend ytd the way we did =)
its always ya best fren who can make u feel appreciated for jus being you =) ok, i dunno about other best frens, but mine does =p hehe. n esp after today wif ian, i've discovered the importance of being youself.
its been quite long since ian n i last talked.
wat wif my ponning sch nearly the whole of last week n his falling sick the past few days.
but yeah...finally went to sch today n he's there.
man, its jus different with him.
he can jus brighten up my day by jus being there, smiling at me, jus calling my name or cracking some lame joke.
so happy to see him n chatted n crapped wif him the way that we did today after so long =)
its in times of being wif someone new (he's a relatively new fren afterall) n being so happy together that u noe u're appreciated for being yaself.
bonding wif him today (both in sch, after that when we're going home together n esp jus now on net) has given me the confidence n the resolution for me to decide to jus be myself, have fun n follow my instincts tml.
at least, i noe i wun regret it. even if things dun work out the way i'd wished, it'll be a fun-filled nite at least. heh heh ;p
yup. gonna boogie tml!! ;)
+ Ursula r e m e m b e r s again + 11:52 PM
