The Heart Keeps Beating...
no matter what happens.
I'm Ursula. Welcome to my blog.
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Nickname: Ursula
Birthday: 7th January 1985
Zodiac: Capricorn
Where From: Singapore
Laidback, sensitive, fickle, easily-tickled, fiercely loyal
Manga and anime lover, enthusist, collector and critic/ Coffee lover, addict and expert maker/ Aspiring future wife of famous culinary chef/ Aspiring future wife of a 1.8m tall hunk
My Friendster link:
http://www.friendster.com/vivis
[ Likes ]
Sleeping, dancing, books, manga, anime, chocolates, coffee, Jap food, Italian food, Ayumi Hamasaki, people, my sister
[ Fave Books ]
Harry Potter series, Artemis Fowl series, The Inheritence Trilogy series, The Da Vinci Code, Memoir of a Geisha, I Don't Know How She Does It... and all my comics n manga!!!
[ Currently Reading ]
Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell
by Susanna Clarke
The Well Of Loneliness
by Radclyffe Hall
Midnight's Children
by Salman Rushdie
Madame Sadayakko: The Geisha Who Seduced The West
by Lesley Downer
The Unbearable Lightness Of Being
by Milan Kundera
The Historian
by Elizabeth Kostova
[ The Wishlist ]
My Amazon.com Wishlist:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/ref=yourlists_pop_1/103-2401787-9502236
Phillips MC235 Thin Stereo Microsystem
Kathy Van Zeeland bag
(saw on amazon.com going for bout US$65... Why dun Singapore stock her goods??! >.< I wan it in Topaz colour~!!!)
The Lord of the Rings
by J.R.R. Tolkien
Inu-Yasha Theme Song Collection
12 Kingdoms/ Juuni Kokuki anime VCD sets
GUESS bag (darn, i dun have the $120 required to buy it now and i noe it'll be gone soon, Guess always changing their apparels every month or so u_u)
DKNY gold and crystal-studded watch (very ornamental, more a dress watch then an every-funtion watch. still, pretty~)
Mphosis pale gold SLIPPERS (i run through my shoes and slippers like they cost nth X/)
The BodyShop BLUSHER in Golden Pink
The BodyShop blusher BRUSH
Shiseido eyelash CURLER
Full-length wall MIRROR(s) for my room
A new big every-purpose BAG
Pretty SHOES
A Digital CAMERA
A bloody new PC or laptop with the speed of light and a gazillion GB of memory!! =[
The Sims 2 (PC game edition)
Friday, November 28, 2003
'a' levels finally over!!!
*whooots*
did u see that??
i repeat again...
the fucking 'a's are finally over~!!!
being happy is an understatement man...
but yeah...dead tired... =/
din feel the happiness at first.
jus a sense of relieve n emptiness right after the exams.
(n some panic too... may have mis-interpreted the drama... king henry??! its shakespearean's english for god's sake! how do u suppose i know wat the world they're toking about to begin with... not to mention the tone, gist, striking feature?! but...as everybody is saying, its over. heck it.)
its only after meeting hanxiang that the reality of the end of exams starts to slowly sink in...
yup yup. been out wif hanxiang.
two words to descibe our meeting: pure happiness.
dinner n movie- sushi buffet (yummy~) n "master n comander" (i'm so in love wif the handsome, eccentric kind n absolutely brilliant doctor in the movie *whoots* ahaha.
i so miss her man...
n she's back to normal~!!
no more sickly, permanently stressed out, sian-sian dragging of feet, downcasted face.
so happy to hear her old laughter n old crappiness n niceness...
*beams* =)
happy that i'd made her happy too... haha.
yeah...but we both agree on one thing...
jc sucks.
big time.
surprised to learn that she shares my opinion too... that if our siblings were to ask us whether to go poly or jc after o levels in future, no way wud we intro them to follow our footsteps. no way.
we were like cursing moe like shit??
more so after i told her bout yan wen's suicide...
fucked up educational system.
if given a chance to migrate after my marriage, i might do so just to get my children out of this fucking stressed-up educational system of s'pore.
hmmm...canada wud be a gd place dun u think?? nice, quiet n relaxing... yeah.
n its not jus the stressful education in jc.
the social circle n watever trivalities that we took for granted in secondary sch are jus so not the same in jc. n thats a fucking understatement too. look at how many true frens i've found in jc??
its so hard to even name them cos everything is so ambiguous; everybody are putting on masks n defense mechanism when facing pple that u dun even noe the person that u're making frens wif.
i dare to say that i'd go separate ways wif most of my class after 'a's. n i'm not sorry for that too. some of them may have left some happy memories in n outside of class. but yeah, thats wat they are... just memories, episodes in my past. not many things n pple worthwhile that i can or wan to have a future wif.
yeah, n i'm still not sorry.
i may feel sorry that i've wasted my two years here n still havent found any close enough frens in jc. but i'd never feel sorry for letting go of the shallow relationships that are jus not worth my future time n energy to cultivate if i see the frenship going nowhere.
remember?? my motto in life is not to waste my precious time on pple whom i dun enjoy being wif.
anyway...
still feel wierd that exams are over...
went into popular n looking at all the cute notebooks n stationaries n discovering that I HAVE NO USE FOR THEM ALREADY~?!!
wierd feeling.
still waiting for the 'hip hip hooray' feeling to sink in i guess...
but yeah... really happy to see hanxiang today :)
hope to see more of her this hols... yeah~!!!
keke ;)
okie. now that 'a's are finally over, i've got a new set of dilemmas.
when n how shd i dye my hair???
home dye?? not pro enuf, not as even or nice.
salon dye?? damn ex, 100 over bucks for a job well done??
when?! before rebonding- hair wud grow out after rebond n the colour wud look wierd.
after rebonding- thats like 2 months later?! how am i gonna tahan that long when everybody ard me, even the guai guai ones, are already gonna dye their hair??! *grrrrrrr* so u see my dilemma??
y cant the sky jus drop down one thousand dollar note?? (i'm not being greedy; jus drop one note, not a whole downpour of cash mah) n i'd be able to solve all my problems....
somebody tell me wat shall i do?? (read: when n how shd i dye my hair??)
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