[ Me ]
Nickname: Ursula
Birthday: 7th January 1985
Zodiac: Capricorn
Where From: Singapore
Laidback, sensitive, fickle, easily-tickled, fiercely loyal
Manga and anime lover, enthusist, collector and critic/ Coffee lover, addict and expert maker/ Aspiring future wife of famous culinary chef/ Aspiring future wife of a 1.8m tall hunk
My Friendster link:
http://www.friendster.com/vivis
[ Likes ]
Sleeping, dancing, books, manga, anime, chocolates, coffee, Jap food, Italian food, Ayumi Hamasaki, people, my sister
[ Fave Books ]
Harry Potter series, Artemis Fowl series, The Inheritence Trilogy series, The Da Vinci Code, Memoir of a Geisha, I Don't Know How She Does It... and all my comics n manga!!!
[ Currently Reading ]
Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell
by Susanna Clarke
Inkheart
by Cornelia Funke
The Well Of Loneliness
by Radclyffe Hall
Midnight's Children
by Salman Rushdie
Madame Sadayakko: The Geisha Who Seduced The West
by Lesley Downer
The Unbearable Lightness Of Being
by Milan Kundera
The Historian
by Elizabeth Kostova
[ The Wishlist ]
My Amazon.com Wishlist:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/ref=yourlists_pop_1/103-2401787-9502236
Phillips MC235 Thin Stereo Microsystem
Kathy Van Zeeland bag
(saw on amazon.com going for bout US$65... Why dun Singapore stock her goods??! >.< I wan it in Topaz colour~!!!)
The Lord of the Rings
by J.R.R. Tolkien
Inu-Yasha Theme Song Collection
12 Kingdoms/ Juuni Kokuki anime VCD sets
GUESS bag (darn, i dun have the $120 required to buy it now and i noe it'll be gone soon, Guess always changing their apparels every month or so u_u)
DKNY gold and crystal-studded watch (very ornamental, more a dress watch then an every-funtion watch. still, pretty~)
Mphosis pale gold SLIPPERS (i run through my shoes and slippers like they cost nth X/)
The BodyShop BLUSHER in Golden Pink
The BodyShop blusher BRUSH
Shiseido eyelash CURLER
Full-length wall MIRROR(s) for my room
A new big every-purpose BAG
Pretty SHOES
A Digital CAMERA
A bloody new PC or laptop with the speed of light and a gazillion GB of memory!! =[
The Sims 2 (PC game edition)
[ The Memories ]
Saturday, April 23, 2005
Theme of the nite: Unspoken illicit relationships
Jus came back from a nite out wif David n Xiang.
Easy nite at a 'neighbourhood' karaoke pub to accompany troubled hearts...
Seems like the older we get, the more pple are involved in some unconfessable relationships.
In an attempt to let David forget his troubles, much of the nite was spent gaily. Except for the occasional daze n phone calls that all of us took outside, the nite went pretty well w/o either of us asking or voicing out our situations. But we know of cos. n wat we dun noe, we guess. We wonder are the truths as bad as our guesses. But we dun tok about it. Is silence really more balming than an outpour of pent-up emotions?
Still, we had a good nite :)
Glad we went out instead of soaking 'alone' in all our pain (ironically, i had cramps -.-" ). Took alot of photos wif Xiang's handphone. Oooh, so nice! >.< If it weren't so dark in there they'll be perfect! n our body language in the photos were all awesome! Haha, got carried away in the charm of the moment. Had to sqeeze to fit into the small parameters of the hp camera n ended up hugging n lying on alot of breasts, shoulders, chests n legs, lolx! =p
Oooh, cant wait for xiang to send me some of those pics (why do MMS have to be so bloody ex?!). Aaarrg, why dun i have my own camera phone?!!
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// Some quizzes ^_^
Your wise quote is: "Our greatest glory is not
in never falling, but in rising everytime we
fall" by Confucius.
Yes indeed, you see true strenght can only be
seen when a person has "fallen". Only
then one can tell how they will handle it. Just
don't make others fall so you can know who they
really are. You on the other hand may be a very
quick recoverer and don't let people bring you
down. You are your own, and you're find with
that. Emotional issues is something you handle
rather nicely.
What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
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You are a dark girl. You have a really quiet and
really a i dont' care attitude. You like to be
alone and that is what you enjoy. You don't
like to be around others and you'd rather be
away from here. You have a get away from me
look and others find you bitchy and
self-rigious. You'd rather read than be at a
fair but that's ok because that's who you are.
Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
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Your element is Light. Your heart is pure and
shining with love. You believe in the goodness
of those around you and give almost everyone a
smile. You are not the kind to hide your
happiness and tend to smile all day long, both
in and out. But when sadness hits you, you
become very devastated and may be upset for
quite some time. What you need in your life is
friends, friends who will love you
unconditionally, like you love them. But you
have a naive nature and don't always notice
when someone is trying to hurt you. Some would
say you are oblivious to mean people, which
makes you an easy target. However, your true
friends will probably be there for you and save
you. In school you are either the popular one
or the little weird one. It all depends if
"the higher people" find your caring
side irritating or not. Nevertheless, you have
a bubbly personality and are social. Big partys
may not be your thing since you want bonding
time with your friends, so slumber-partys fit
you more. You like the happy things in life and
like everyone else to be as happy as you are.
Rate and message!
What is your element? [with pics + 7 outcomes + detailed answeres!]
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You are the Spirit of Hope. Whenever someone is
feeling down, they merely have to think of you
to make them happy again. You have the ability
to simply radiate happiness. You can make
friends quickly because your strong point is
your amazingly friendly nature which naturally
people want to be with. You think about the
best in everything, a total optimist, you won't
have any trouble getting a worthy person to
shae your life with!
Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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~*~*~*~ LOVING~*~*~*~
Your loving nature makes you wonderful to be
around. You are the type of person that accepts
people for who they are and they in return of
your good heartedness, accept you right back.
You are most likely a romantic at heart. With a
sensitive soul and probably a broken heart from
the past, you don't usually trust people. You
have probably been hurt by someone you love or
loved dearly which makes it hard to confide in
others. Easy going and romantic, fun and
lovable, you have a great personality. You are
very well liked in the general world that
you're in.
Please Rate or message me! Thank you for taking my
quiz! XoXo <3 Lana
You're Beautiful...but why? ( PICS)
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You are sad because of your grief
Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)
What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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You like the sweet, shy type.
What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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You're the high fashion trendsetter. You're
confident, independent, outgoing, and love
attention. You might become a star one day. All
the girls like to follow in your foot steps
because you're so cool, fashionable, and don't
care about anything. You make the rules, never
follow. But please be sure not to act bitchy.
That could be bad. But keep the attitude.
That's what makes you, you.
What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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// Remarks: Lame..... -.-"" but then, all in the name of fun, eh? ^.^
+ Ursula r e m e m b e r s again + 4:31 AM
Friday, April 01, 2005
Melodious afternoons
There's a person learning to play the saxaphone in my neighbourhood...
Judging from the nearness of the sound, i noe he/she should be living on the lower floors in jus my adjacent block, but i still can't make out which unit exactly.
He/she is getting better and better at it :)
Of cos, he's still nth compared to Kenny G, nor are his tunes very fluent yet, but his choice of songs are improving (prob got to do with his abling to handle more difficult scores with more practices as time passed?), n the time interval between every few notes have lessened so that i could actually hear the entire score now... his playing sure beats the constant squarwking n squealing a few months ago ;x haha.
Notice i choose to think of him as a he? Even though i've never seen the person. Because his choice of scores is so sexy... its more self-gratifying to think that it comes from a man rather than a woman.
His choice of scores n his playing is quite pleasant actually... relaxing, soothing, melodious - puts me in a good mood during these afternoons when he practices.
Wonder which of my neighbour is he...
+ Ursula r e m e m b e r s again + 3:51 PM
Ode to This Moment
How fragile I am
What's the strong front for
If i'm cracking up inside when I'm
Alone. Feeling
cold. Darkness
both outside and
Inside. Anxiety.
Fear.Loneliness.
Weak. I'm so weak. This cold,
Shivering
Physical manifestation of
my anxiety. Suppression.
Who would understand? No one to
Tell.
My fragility is mine
Alone to bear. And to
despise.
What can I do to take away this
Pain. Emptiness,
better than this inner
Demon.
Two decades of
Life. To learn
Nothing
of myself. In the end
to learn that I'm
nothing. But an empty
Glass.
Replaceable. Breakable
container of
Turmoil. Inner
eye of the storm.
+ Ursula r e m e m b e r s again + 5:29 AM
