The Heart Keeps Beating...
no matter what happens.
I'm Ursula. Welcome to my blog.
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Nickname: Ursula
Birthday: 7th January 1985
Zodiac: Capricorn
Where From: Singapore
Laidback, sensitive, fickle, easily-tickled, fiercely loyal
Manga and anime lover, enthusist, collector and critic/ Coffee lover, addict and expert maker/ Aspiring future wife of famous culinary chef/ Aspiring future wife of a 1.8m tall hunk
My Friendster link:
http://www.friendster.com/vivis
[ Likes ]
Sleeping, dancing, books, manga, anime, chocolates, coffee, Jap food, Italian food, Ayumi Hamasaki, people, my sister
[ Fave Books ]
Harry Potter series, Artemis Fowl series, The Inheritence Trilogy series, The Da Vinci Code, Memoir of a Geisha, I Don't Know How She Does It... and all my comics n manga!!!
[ Currently Reading ]
Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell
by Susanna Clarke
The Well Of Loneliness
by Radclyffe Hall
Midnight's Children
by Salman Rushdie
Madame Sadayakko: The Geisha Who Seduced The West
by Lesley Downer
The Unbearable Lightness Of Being
by Milan Kundera
The Historian
by Elizabeth Kostova
[ The Wishlist ]
My Amazon.com Wishlist:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/ref=yourlists_pop_1/103-2401787-9502236
Phillips MC235 Thin Stereo Microsystem
Kathy Van Zeeland bag
(saw on amazon.com going for bout US$65... Why dun Singapore stock her goods??! >.< I wan it in Topaz colour~!!!)
The Lord of the Rings
by J.R.R. Tolkien
Inu-Yasha Theme Song Collection
12 Kingdoms/ Juuni Kokuki anime VCD sets
GUESS bag (darn, i dun have the $120 required to buy it now and i noe it'll be gone soon, Guess always changing their apparels every month or so u_u)
DKNY gold and crystal-studded watch (very ornamental, more a dress watch then an every-funtion watch. still, pretty~)
Mphosis pale gold SLIPPERS (i run through my shoes and slippers like they cost nth X/)
The BodyShop BLUSHER in Golden Pink
The BodyShop blusher BRUSH
Shiseido eyelash CURLER
Full-length wall MIRROR(s) for my room
A new big every-purpose BAG
Pretty SHOES
A Digital CAMERA
A bloody new PC or laptop with the speed of light and a gazillion GB of memory!! =[
The Sims 2 (PC game edition)
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Poker face
I dunno why i feel so dejected.
Maybe becos the betrayal has come from within the family.
I'm all smiles and jokes.
But a cold anger is seething on the inside.
//
Chinese new year family gatherings are somewhat over-rated.
Much as i had over the years grew to enjoy the 'family' time i get to spend with the uncountable relatives i meet only once a year, there may jus be too much interacting squeezed in too little time.
Its jus like having a seven-course Italian dinner, each course unique n marvellous savoured leisurely by itself. But throwing them altogether into a stew in a big pot and have it in one seating, u no longer enjoy the individual splendour of each course and u're going to suffer from certain food processing difficulties soon after.
Also, the longer i spend in company, the longer the time i need to recharge after that.
A result of too much superficial socialising with a wide array of forgettable faces and names u know u'll forget before the visit is over, and therefore sometimes rather not ask at all.
Their relation becomes their identities.
My energy level has spiked.
Pls dun tok to me for three days. Or if u do, dun expect me to answer.
Be like a geisha though... i enjoy the chatter - as long as it doesn't warrant an animated response from me.
Or maybe i'm jus begging for an outlet to let off all these repressed energy.
The best release, i discovered from experience, is finding the one person to listen to u rave.
And trully understand.
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