[ Me ]
Nickname: Ursula
Birthday: 7th January 1985
Zodiac: Capricorn
Where From: Singapore
Laidback, sensitive, fickle, easily-tickled, fiercely loyal
Manga and anime lover, enthusist, collector and critic/ Coffee lover, addict and expert maker/ Aspiring future wife of famous culinary chef/ Aspiring future wife of a 1.8m tall hunk
My Friendster link:
http://www.friendster.com/vivis
[ Likes ]
Sleeping, dancing, books, manga, anime, chocolates, coffee, Jap food, Italian food, Ayumi Hamasaki, people, my sister
[ Fave Books ]
Harry Potter series, Artemis Fowl series, The Inheritence Trilogy series, The Da Vinci Code, Memoir of a Geisha, I Don't Know How She Does It... and all my comics n manga!!!
[ Currently Reading ]
Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell
by Susanna Clarke
Inkheart
by Cornelia Funke
The Well Of Loneliness
by Radclyffe Hall
Midnight's Children
by Salman Rushdie
Madame Sadayakko: The Geisha Who Seduced The West
by Lesley Downer
The Unbearable Lightness Of Being
by Milan Kundera
The Historian
by Elizabeth Kostova
[ The Wishlist ]
My Amazon.com Wishlist:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/ref=yourlists_pop_1/103-2401787-9502236
Phillips MC235 Thin Stereo Microsystem
Kathy Van Zeeland bag
(saw on amazon.com going for bout US$65... Why dun Singapore stock her goods??! >.< I wan it in Topaz colour~!!!)
The Lord of the Rings
by J.R.R. Tolkien
Inu-Yasha Theme Song Collection
12 Kingdoms/ Juuni Kokuki anime VCD sets
GUESS bag (darn, i dun have the $120 required to buy it now and i noe it'll be gone soon, Guess always changing their apparels every month or so u_u)
DKNY gold and crystal-studded watch (very ornamental, more a dress watch then an every-funtion watch. still, pretty~)
Mphosis pale gold SLIPPERS (i run through my shoes and slippers like they cost nth X/)
The BodyShop BLUSHER in Golden Pink
The BodyShop blusher BRUSH
Shiseido eyelash CURLER
Full-length wall MIRROR(s) for my room
A new big every-purpose BAG
Pretty SHOES
A Digital CAMERA
A bloody new PC or laptop with the speed of light and a gazillion GB of memory!! =[
The Sims 2 (PC game edition)
[ The Memories ]
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Date of Birth: 22 years ago
Happy Birthday to ME~!!!!!!!!!!
Heh!!
Okay, time to hide my age now i think <.<
LOL! XD
+ Ursula r e m e m b e r s again + 3:09 AM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
You are Justice
Equity, rightness, probity, executive; triumph of the observing side in law.
Justice is about cold, objective balance through reason or natural force. You can't keep smoking and drinking without consequences to your health. It is the card that advises cutting out waste and insists that you make adjustments, do whatever is necessary to bring things back into balance, physically, emotionally, socially, spiritually. It is a card of balance and harmony; if there is imbalance, the correction may
require recourse to the law.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
+ Ursula r e m e m b e r s again + 2:00 PM
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Something akin to Sian-ness
I've been pretty depressed lately.
This wud happen to you too if most of ya emotional support were suddenly yanked from underneath ya feet.
It is so incongruent that some pple can be jealous of you when, when you come to think of it, all that they know about you can jus be hyped up by an over-active imagination. There could be more and there could be less. But seriously, u wud not know unless u were within the inner circle. And if u were, i dun think there wud be much cause to be jealous about already.
But considering that my 'inner circle' consists of only a handful of pple really close to my heart (despite of, and maybe because of, a gratefully broader peripheral circle, who takes the mundaneness out of life), its inevitable that pple think they noe u when they dun really do.
It doesnt jus happen to me though. I noe alot of pple are increasingly having a more hectic schedule and therefore a more hectic social life that as we grow older, seem to border more on the peripheral because you have to, rather than focusing on the core which u want to. And sadly, some people do not have this core at all.
I think despite all the western values the younger generation are increasingly growing up with here, we still retain certain very asian cores. Like, more and more, i find myself able to do alot of meaningless interactions on a people to people basis but its really hard for new or otherwise frens to get to noe the things that matter about me (western-like interaction, extraverted but inwardly clam-like even to closer frens). Yet if i was true to myself, i take some time to actually warm up to new pple, more time to trust them, and even more time to open up, but when i do, the floodgates open (asian-like interaction, outwardly reserved but really opens up when u're close).
Goodness. Look at all my verbal diarrhoea that have ensued from a nothing-to-do-ness when all i've wanted to do was come up and whine a couple of lines about how bad i feel.
Sigh. Anyway, in conclusion, i feel bad. Not good. Sian-ed. Jaded and depressed.
I know this can probably be corrected by filling up my time wif some more earstwhile activities, but frankly, i feel too down to do anything worthwhile. My tasks are undone and my work is piling up and some pple are going to be really impatient soon. But i need to make up my mind before i can get the ball rolling. And i need all those emotional support back. I cant take the next step forward when all i wan to do now is crawl into bed and never wake up until everything is put right. Maybe when i wake up everything will be a dream and all will be bright and cheery again.
There is some book wif a quote somewhere for wat i'm feeling now but i'm too jaded even to pluck the book out of my bookshelf to look it up.
And it doesnt help that my birthday is in less than a week's time.
I'm getting older and i resent all the responsibilities that i'd be laden with with maturity, age, adulthood and when i graduate from sch (if all goes well, in roughly six to seven months' time) and enter working life.
I dun feel very jolly at all to be frank.
How can pple envy me when i envy all the still-schooling kids?
+ Ursula r e m e m b e r s again + 4:28 AM
